...ain't that a "b" with an itch...

Who cares if you disagree?

2010-11-01T05:05:00.000-07:00

I always believe there's a light at the end of the tunnel. Maybe, it's just the spotlight.

Shut up already.
I don't like you and you are a dick-bitch.
Go and fuck yourself.
A friend like you is just a waste of space.
I don't hate you.
But I don't like you too.
Anymore.

Oh hey there.
I miss blogging.
And writing craps.
Friends.
You just can't live without them, can we?
Yeah.
Trust is all I asked for.
And you definitely ruined it.
And the mask I'm wearing no longer fits.
And it turns into a disgusted face.

Welcome to the family.

2010-10-23T09:01:00.000-07:00

Listening to : We Are The In Crowd - Both Sides Of The Story

My wildest dream came true. Thanks so much for coming down, Paramore. You guys are speechless.

I could not believe that I saw Paramore live in action.
The band that changed my life.
Since the day I listened to them.
When I was in Form 2.
Hayley Williams, the girl that too changed my perspective in life.
Since young, I never really had a female idol.
Well, except for my mom.
Hayley shown me something different.
She's like a firecracker. So real.
And she proves to the world and especially rock scene,
that girls can rock too.
And rock scene do not just belong to men.
Bak kata pepatah, "kecil-kecil cili padi".
I love them to death.
You guys are going to be a legend band.

And, we are all a family.
Just like what Hayley says.
19/10/2010

Who knows what could happen?

2010-10-15T09:29:00.000-07:00

Have a firetrucking awesome day.

I'm so blank.
I need to know what other people's lives like.
So I wouldn't be alone?
I seriously can't wait for SPM to end.
It's just too much.
Everything.
Is too much.
I need a fucking holiday.
And escape for the world.
Will you care to join?

Good times make the bad times worth our time

2010-10-11T09:34:00.000-07:00

Christofer Drew. Worshiping him.

I'm having a really bad time.
Like very.
I don't understand certain people.
When you make plans, you called them.
But when they do, you are just so invisible.
Gosh.
I'm sick of being human.

That's it.
I'm done.
Done with everything.
Goodbye, cruel world.

I'm back. And I'm glad.

2010-10-09T10:29:00.000-07:00

So.
Out from the Internet world for 3 weeks now.
And I can't believe I survived.
Survived SPM trials too.
9 more days.
Till I'm going to have my wildest dream come true.
Paramore.
I got chills whenever there's advertisement on them.

My Facebook is giving me troubles.
Like What The Fuck?!

I need some refreshments.
So going to consider deleting Facebook.

You left me so speechless

2010-09-14T09:08:00.000-07:00

Listening to : nevershoutnever - First Dance

I've always have great respect to single mothers.
All of them seriously need some awards.
Those wonder women.

I'm so stoked.
Beyond stoked.
I'm finally going to meet my idol.
Paramore.
Hayley Williams, here I come.
And I am going to frame the ticket.
Cause I can.

After the hurricane, comes the rainbow

2010-09-10T09:42:00.000-07:00

Listening to : Katy Perry - Firework

Cause you're my sweet perfection.

I had a weird dream just now.
And it was so pathetic.
I woke up in the middle of my school's prom.
And found out I'm the only one who doesn't have a date.
How sad.
But seriously.
I don't give a damn.
Cause it's just a dream.
Wink.

As cliche as it sounds : people change.
And I cannot lie.
Sometimes love change them.
And for sometimes,
It became worse.
Do I even know you now?
Or am I just another person you talked to?

You are the beast of the century

2010-09-06T10:15:00.000-07:00

Listening to : Bruno Mars - Count On Me

I'm so envy.
Of those people,
That have 194859132646525 clothes
and they complain they have nothing to wear.

Those people that got loves from everyone,
yet still complained they are unloved.

Those people who take things for granted,
just because they can.

Those lovers that cheat,
just to feel the pleasure and lust.

Those people that break promises,
just because they like to see people suffer.

Those who treat people like dirt,
just to feel more powerful.

I don't know if I'll ever find myself in their shoes.
Just probably I can make me feel better for myself.
So, let me ask you.
Do you really feel better?
You're a monster.
And I'm trapped inside your puzzle mind game.

You are I

2010-09-03T10:20:00.000-07:00

Listening to : nevershoutnever - Harmony

Imma reach there. Someday.

I get inspired.
After seeing such good human being.
Life isn't the same anymore.
Castles need to fall.
Prince Charming is dead.
Who cares about the lifeless princess?

Holidays are here.
Trials are coming up.
I'm sick.

And I'm in love with Christofer Drew.
We need more of him in this world.
That boy is one heck a genius.

To write this stupid letter to you

2010-08-27T09:25:00.000-07:00

Listening to : The Friday Night Boys - Permanent Heartbreak

I'm so better off with this guy. Blake Hernage.

I miss us being normal friends again.
Things get so awkward now.
Do you know the things I wish you won't know?
I'm gonna pretend that you don't know.
Cause I am a pretender.
And I'm fooling myself out.

Bought a top today.
Plain orange sleeveless top.
Planning to buy a fabric marker.
But what phrase to write.
"Hiding under your shaded eyelashes and bubblegum smile".
Copyrighted by me.
I figured that shit out.

Cause when heart breaks, they don't break even

2010-08-23T22:23:00.000-07:00

Listening to : VersaEmerge - Past Praying For

Would you? Cause I'm a little lonely.

This is so weird.
I have tons of stuffs to write,
but when I'm here, everything goes blank.
I wish to vlog instead of blog.
But then people will throw rotten eggs at me.
Suckers.

I'm annoying?
Get a life, dude.
You're as annoying as your Mom.
Ok, maybe the Mom's jokes do not really work for me.
Correction :
You're as annoying as a sad bulldog that's trying to get a boner.
Hah.

I'm not strong.
And I'm not a happy-go-lucky type.
and fuck this life.
I stink in school.
But He stinks more.
Douche nozzle.

Not my type

2010-08-19T23:15:00.000-07:00

"No shirt
hot bod.
His, that is.
So why did
I break out in
a sweat?

No shoes
barefoot,
bare chest, with
a bare, baby face
to make the
angels sing.

Nothing
but ragged
cut-offs,
hugging a
tawny six pack,
and a smile.

No pin-up
pretty boy
could touch,
a smile that
zapped ever cell.
He was definitely

not my type. "

-Crank ; Ellen Hopkins

As we were so perfect

2010-08-19T08:30:00.000-07:00

Listening to: nevershoutnever - Bohemian Rhapsody

Rockstar + Cereal = REJOICE!

Here I am.
Staring at this blank page.
What should I write?
I need a transplant.
Self-esteem transplant.
And leg extension.
I'm so unhappy about myself.

Looking at very young couples make me smile.
Are they even legal to couple up?
Puppy loves.
God bless them.

Facebook is getting creepier by days.
Privacy is so overrated.
I need to sleep.
Or I'll look like zombie.
Just like a zombie.
Smart.

Do I make it that easy to walk in and out of my life?

2010-08-17T22:56:00.000-07:00

Listening to : A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover

Just because I choose not to dive, it doesn't mean I don't know how to swim.

10 bucks for anyone who can guess the meaning of the statement.
I just love being weird.You want to play?
Fine, I'll play with you.
And see who gets hurt at the end of the day.

Currently addicted to A Fine Frenzy's Almost Lover.
The lyrics are wonderful.
I love how it works.
On me.

The class's photoshoot was electrifying.
So going to miss each and everyone of you.Yeah.
Nothing emo in this blog.
Except the song.
Hah

Should have known you bring me heartache.
Almost lovers always do.

There's a vulture over my shoulder

2010-08-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

Listening to : VersaEmerge - Fixed At Zero

Fave picture off ANTM. I love this girl, Katarzyna.

Have you ever experienced a day?
Where everything is crappy,
and suddenly everything changes?
FML.
Feel like eating crab now.

I'm so worried.
What if everyone finds out.
I'm scare.
Of what people might think.
Puss.

I Just Laugh

2010-08-11T00:33:00.000-07:00

Listening to : Katy Perry - Not Like The Movies

I want to caught in the mosh.

I'm mad.
Mad at myself.
I'm not good in expressing myself.
I'm mysterious. And it's good.
But still I'm an open book.
So why don't you come and take a look?

Quoted Snow White,
"One day my prince will come"
So I'll wait for that day.
He'll be the one who finish your sentences.

Stress is all I feel now.
I can't wait to finish school.
Yes, shoot me.

I bought a new dress, he never notice

2010-08-06T09:26:00.000-07:00

Listening to : Katy Perry - I Think I'm Ready

Copyrighted by me. I made him popped out. Like that.

I love my new header.
Taken from One Night Only's video shoot.
The intensity of the boy and girl is just so meaningful.
Or it is just me?
Ok, I'm weird.

I get freak out of almost everything.
EVERYTHING.

You can be the shoes, and I can be the laces

2010-08-04T03:56:00.000-07:00

Listening to : Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are

Pieces of the sky. For you, I will.

When I have doubts about myself,
I always listen to that song.
God bless Bruno Mars.

Getting to know everything doesn't make you cool.
So stop being an attention whore.
Cause you're just making a fool out of yourself.

Watching Adam's If I Had You video made me laugh.
Like, seriously?
The hair? What century are we in now?
I want the old Adam hair back.
The emo and hippy one.
Yeah, like Japanese anime.

I don't know how hating a person will get you far.
Hate is such a strong word.
Loathe is more like it.
How can a strong friendship get ruined by other party?
It is just too sad.
Haters, I hate you.
There I say it. With a smiley face.
:)

I need to solve this.
Quoted Lenka,
"Life is a maze,
and love is a riddle".
And you're amazing,
Just the way you are.
Loves.

Wasting time

2010-07-28T08:36:00.000-07:00

This is exactly what I'm feeling right now

I've reached my boiling point.
What a douchebag.
AAARRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUR
ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
*cry cry*
*curse curse*
*laugh laugh*

You will never be a part of my memory.

Every now and then I get a little bit insecure

2010-07-25T09:24:00.001-07:00

5 Ibnu Sina. Rocking the senior year

listening to : nevershoutnever - The Past

This PLKN thing is bothering me.

And last year of school is bothering me.
I'm going to miss my friends. Like crazy.
And worst, some of them I can't even see for 3 months.
Melvin, Vishnu, Addy, KwanWei, Ariff, Russell.
How could I live in 3 months without you guys?

Addy
I'm gonna miss your motherly advices and your craziness. What will I do without having your good spirit anymore?

KwanWei
We have been stuck with each other for 11 years now. Will 3 months bring another 11 years of friendship?

Ariff and Russell
My two little monsters. Dear Ariff, will you still love to annoy me after those 3 months? Russell, who can make me feel better as myself in those 3 months?

Vishnu
You're the biggest freak in town! You're the place I look for when I need a solution in life. Who will I talk to about Nozzle those 3 months? Who will give me those beary hug when I crash with tears?

Melvin
Dear Melvin, this will probably be the longest. I have to thank God for having you as my bestest friend. You're my safest haven, place to look for when I'm having doubts. I told you secrets nobody can ever thought coming out from me. And I thought you were gay. Hah! Veena is very lucky to have you. Don't ever doubt that. Who will I talk to those 3 months? I whine. Who will ever listen? Who will ever let me be me? I am sooo going to miss you, hairy pussy!

My tears can't stop flowing when I'm writing this.
"But what if we won't be close like now again?"
Have fun, guys.I LOVE YOU ALL.

I own you guys.

All the smashing and crashing

2010-07-19T23:08:00.000-07:00

listening to : heyhihello - Louder Than Words

Literally. You got 'cheater' written all over you.

I just hope.
That the choices I have to make,
can be choose by other people.
Cause I'm sick of choosing.
And always gets it wrong.

Imma girl.
Of course I face boys problem.
What kind of question was that.
People are dumb.

I know I'm crazy

2010-07-16T20:06:00.000-07:00

Whatadayderek. Hot like Mexico.

Listening to : Glee cast - Beth

Thank God.

I can finally breathe.

I love you.

I need to stop worshipping YouTube.

God.

Somebody just please pull me away from it.

I have to start worshipping books.

But then again,

I don't want to get thicker glasses.

Watched Eclipse yesterday.

Just realized how confused Bella is.

And how weird Edward is.

Only Jacob's the normal one.

And hotter. Literally.

I love my class photos.

At least my senior year won't be a disastrous.

I'm in love with Ian Hecox' eyes.

Swoon.

If you imagine it, it will come true.

2010-07-15T01:08:00.000-07:00

listening to : nevershoutnever - Love Is Our Weapon

Everyone is freaking me out.
This PLKN thing.
I do not wish to check it now.
Life is fucked up.
I have strong feeling I gonna get it.
Hmmmm.

Blasting We Are The In Crowd's EP.
Fucking love this band.

I'm lost but not finding

2010-07-11T10:59:00.000-07:00

Listening to : The Ready Set - More Than Alive

Love your body. It's an art.

This is written while waiting for the finals of World Cup.
Staying up late always equals to skipping school the next day.
I'm so dead.
I need to prepare stuffs.
Rather than laying around,
watching stupid videos on YouTube.

You're just another pretty face and a line in a song.

2010-07-08T23:43:00.000-07:00

listening to : All Time Low - Alejandro (acoustic)

For 11 years of friendship and beyond.

I find myself updating this blog quite often.
So that means I got no life.
At least, my Burberry has more soul than me.
FYI, he's my teddy.

A friend of mine.
I respect her strong and kick-ass attitude.
Girls bitch about her.
Just because she's pretty and straight-forward.
Those girls really need to have a slap on their face.
Well good for them, she don't give a damn.
Cause they are just a waste of time.

Here goes nothing

2010-07-07T00:32:00.000-07:00

Listening to : We Are The In Crowd - We Need A Break

Cover your ears and rock the world.

I love my hair after a shower.
Cause I look like monster.
A friend of mine asked me what I look for in Mr. Perfect.
There will never be a Mr. Perfect.
But certainly I need a person who I can rely on.And definitely trust.
A person who can pick me up when I'm in pieces.
And run from this world.
Just to escape.

People despite each other all the time.
Dramas in my life taught me a very valuable lesson.
Do not trust people.
And make lemonade when Life gives you lemon.
Or just paint that shit gold.

We Are The In Crowd is going to be huge. Mark my word.

This is the end

2010-07-03T11:28:00.000-07:00

Listening to : We Are The In Crowd - Calendar Pages

Balloons represent myself. Fragile little thing. But colourful.

I fucking lost everything.
Approximately 5-years-worth of pictures and music are gone.
Gone. Just like that.
Stupid hard disk.
Can you just give me a hint before you burnt yourself??
Half of my soul is gone.
Ass.

Life's been quite okay.
I wish I could explore more stuff.
Feel like skipping school every Monday.
Hah.
Life, once again, is not a fairytale, bitches.

Wrote a poem.
Touched a friend's heart.
Will post it someday.
I love me.

I have a sick dick

2010-06-30T01:04:00.000-07:00

listening to : nevershoutnever - On The Brightside

these girls made my vacation. loves.

i need some peace of mind.

and I don't even know what to write.

planning to have a pierce on the upper ear.

need to grow some balls.

this Add Maths folio is ridiculous.

so fake.

just like Vampire Diaries.

I need you to feel the way that you felt

2010-06-18T00:08:00.000-07:00

listening to : We Are The In Crowd - Both Sides of the Story

seriously.

my computer is being a bitch again.

FML.

hard.

relationship.

i have to admit.

sometimes I just don't see myself in any relationship.

it's all about the trust and communication.

maybe I'm just too coward.

You say we're both little people and you like it that way

2010-05-27T08:55:00.000-07:00

listening to : nevershoutnever - Big City Dreams

If we could only retake those moments in live.

I survived.
One hell of a week.
Add Maths, Biology and Physics back-to-back.
to make things worse,
My lovely monthly best friend pays a visit.
But I still survived.

I love stalking people online.
I know I'm definitely not alone.
Currently stalking couples.
I seriously need life.
but I need something to see.
I stalk them from Twitter, Facebook to MySpace.
Seriously,
anyone still using MySpace today?

I need protection.
Arms to hold me up.
off to stalk more people.

Long day is long

2010-05-16T09:55:00.000-07:00

listening to : the sound of the pouring rain and screams of my heart

Sometimes, all you need to do is just close your eyes.

I'm done with crying.

I'm done of this house.

Everything I do seems to be the biggest failure of humankind.

Obsessions are cute.

Don't you think so?

I just bore people off with my problems.

"So I can find someone to rely on,

and run to them.

The one we trusted the most,

push us far away" - Paramore, Misguided Ghosts.

love your life.

cause nobody can feel it.

than yourself.

If it means that much to you

2010-05-12T05:58:00.000-07:00

listening to : Say Anything - Do Better

Friendship always win

stressing out.
so many things to do.
so little time.
life is so not unfair.
I'm not the type that study last minutes,
yet still so dumb.

right.
I'll post something happy this time.
let me think.
wait.
hmmm.
oh yeah,
I'm getting my Smosh's shirt by end of this month.
finally.

we will never fall down again

2010-05-05T01:57:00.000-07:00

listening to : Smosh - Boxman 2.0

cause I love my girls like that.

my biology teacher said
if you keep thinking that you're a boy,
you will eventually be one.
scary much?
not for me.
i act like one. i mean, i do hang with boys more.
cause then I'll be gay.
awesome.

it's really funny
how you went back to a band you once loved
and all those good stuff bout their music
will refresh back.
I was checking some bands' stuff today,
and came across Faber Drive.
awww. I remember this band.
tongue tied. one of my fave song for life.
and still do.

stuffs in life are just okay.
school's nightmare.
and oh,
boys still stink.

dick magnet

2010-05-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

listening to : We Are The In Crowd - Lights Out

come and join me at the tea party. minus Johnny Deep.

i'm sick. again.
thanks to my "kind and considerate" classmates.
i don't even know what's the point of this post.
shoot me.
and i like the title.

i wonder how it feels like being a dude.
fuck up?
i wish my life is like The Sims.
you can end your life and begin all over again.
sorry, being emo sucks.

oh, just found a towel.
a Pokemon towel.
i'll post a picture next time.

guys say girls are unpredictable.
well guys are just so weird.
hot and cold.
Adam and Eve must be pleased.
i don't even know what i'm writing about.
medication do make you high.
feeling like Ke$ha now.

weirdly, people do read my blog.
i'm normal now?
goddamnit.

you can't afford me now

2010-04-29T00:49:00.000-07:00

Listening to : Set Your Goals feat Hayley Williams - Few That Remain

prettiest tranny and Bella-wannabe ever, Ian Hecox.

i feel like punching people in the face right now.
everything seems so annoying these days.
have you ever been in a situation
where you are responsible of something with someone,
and when it goes wrong, every blames are on you?
shit head.

studying non-stop.
i have to get good results.
cause i don't know what the future holds for me.

everybody's looking for love.
but can love find people?
damnit.
this loneliness is killing me.

if they got beef with me, they can go hump a tree

2010-04-21T03:49:00.000-07:00

listening to : You Me At Six - Underdog

so what if I like emo guys? at least they have more heart than you.

I don't get it.
why must I be so immune to Him?I am so over the "emo-phase".
Everytime I think you're gone,
you'd show up in my rear-view mirror.
such dickhead.
Freaking in love with Ian Hecox.yup, this dude you were looking at.
and no, he's not emo.
duh.

speaking of emo, there's this one typical trend in my opinion is TOTAL RUBBISH.
"Scene Kids".

"We have all seen these scene kids before- the boys and girls at music shows with the tight jeans, ratty hair, and oversized sunglasses. In just a few short years, the scene culture's popularity has skyrocketed." - wikiHow

like seriously?
if you see them at night, you would have thought that you saw neons.
and not the element neon of chemistry.
they teased their hair to make it looks like a bushy-never-been-discovered jungle
and i'm-not-going-to-talk-to-you-cause-i-don't-know-you attitude.
these scenesters really need a life.

well, i just want my Charmander back.

NO H8, live with that

2010-04-16T03:23:00.000-07:00

this is basically a campaign to support single sex marriage.
they're just humans.
live with it.
planning to do the promo pics with my friends.
you guys will be the first to see.

Carl Krebs (YouTube vlogger)

Introducing...Let's Get Awkward!

2010-04-13T00:48:00.000-07:00

listening to : A Day To Remember - Right Where You Want Me To Be

NEW BAND ALERT
Introducing...

LET'S GET AWKWARD!
this latest band sensation is so going to be the next trending topic on twitter.
yes, move over, Justin Bieber.

Founder/ Manager (SuPing "The Monster" Yam)
with her well-recognized recording company all over the world, Fueled By Sushi, Let's Get Awkward! is her most-successful signed band so far. determined to be the next so-called Pete Wentz, she will do ANYTHING to make her pets pampered well.
status: unapproachable

Vocalist (Ariff "Fagg" Hilmy)
the douchebag of the band, ( well, aren't all vocalists?) he needs his Barney doll with him all the time throughout the tour. might be gay but he has not come out of the closet (sorry, tour bus are kinda small-spaced). even sold his OWN autograph on eBay.
status : Kanye West

Guitarist ( Vishnu "how-tall-are-you" Arvindran)
always been asked "how's the weather up there?", Vishnu is not you typical guitarist. he can plays guitar solo all night long and jumps 10 feet up in the air. definitely a mommy's boy but addicted to tequila shots.
status: lost

Drummer (Melvinder "hard rock" Singh)
he hits everything when he was a kid. good thing his parents decided to throw him in drums class. currently still pursuing Additional Mathematics in college, look is deceive for this Tommy Lee wannabe. oh, he's teaching kids below 10 on drums too, as part-time job. parents, you better lock up your kids.

Bassist (KwanWei "am-i-doing-this-right" Wong)
blessed with long fingers, she was forced to play bass for the band after failing to pay off her college loans. touring all night long may be exhausting, but this girl can party all night long ( or is it because of the ecstasy?). move over, Paris Hilton.
status: fatigue

Keyboardist (Natasha "i'm good" Tan)
she may be soft and well-spoken, but she is the next Vicky-T. well, at least that's what her manager warned to Rolling Stones magazine. have no idea who Vicky-T is? go google now. but you might accidentally some nudie pictures.
status: awkward

Best supporter of all (Winnie "loud" Chen)
just stay away from this girl as far as possible in any concert of Let's Get Awkward! you HAVE BEEN WARNED.

Publicist (Russell "get-away-from-him" Ganesh)
paparazzi are scare of him. but Perez Hilton had sex scandal with him. being publicist to this band is a good job for him as he always knows what to say. ok, sometimes you have to be patient and wait for him to answer your question. your REAL question.

so, do not waste your opportunities to watch them live in action!
with their new single, "Awkward Silence" (the music only starts at 01:39)
from their debut album, "Why Are You Buying This?"
catch them LIVE at the Bamboozle Festival near you!
touring with :
ALL TIME BLOW
PARAMOUR
and MICHAEL JACKSON

please be original. support original music.

do i bore you with my problems?

2010-04-09T08:51:00.000-07:00

listening to: A Day To Remember - Right Where You Want Me To Be

studying makes fun. love you guys lots.

i think i've learned to trust people more.
sorry.
i'm very insecure about my secrets.
for me, telling your secret is like telling the whole world.
cause people cant keep secret.
yeah. i'm that pathetic.

i hate schools on Saturday.
i am so gonna skip class this week.
but just which day?
fudge. i'm doom.

am i just the roadblock in your way?

2010-04-07T00:42:00.000-07:00

listening to : The Ready Set - Love Like Woe

Anthony Padilla as Edward Cullen. Move your ass, Robert Pattinson!

i'm tired.school is like parasite nowadays.
biology class yesterday blew my mind.
teacher talked about giving birth.
i swear i was about to throw up.
your bones eventually expand and the cervix will be like something.
being a girl sucks.
mid-year exams coming soon.
i'm gonna poop bricks.
i'm getting dumber by days.
and yet, here i am.
still writing shits.

eating my lunch.
i like to make myself believe, that planet Earth turns slowly.
wait,
why is it so familiar?oh, Fireflies.
i want to marry you, Adam Young.
so you can sing lullabies to me every night.
oh, if you want to be a cougar,
call my mom.
cause she loves you.

i have no idea why guys wear pants that reveal their boxers.
i mean, whats the point of wearing a pants at the first place.
you look like fool with the pants on the ground.
and it makes you look butt-less.

but Anthony looks pretty hot with his boxer out, right?

some craps you shouldn't buy.

2010-04-02T01:49:00.000-07:00

listening to : The Ready Set - Love Like Woe

hamburgers marathon anyone?

i don't know how i can end up here.
karangan suck balls.
the teachers expect A+s from everybody.
i'm not going to lie.
i am unhappy.
why do i said the things i do?
it just come out totally wrong.
sometimes i just wish i wouldn't say anything at all.
i like him.
and i can't wait for my Smosh shirt.

yes, I am Smosh-ing

2010-03-26T02:58:00.000-07:00

listening to : Owl City - The Technicolor Phase

caught in the mosh.

i found this amazing explanations today.
on Smosh.com
what is SMOSH?
and who the hell is SMOSH?
Anthony's and Ian's dick-tionary sure has the answer.

Three entries found
1. Smosh (proper noun)
2. smosh (verb)
3. smosh (adjective)

Main Entry: Smosh

Pronunciation: \'smaash\

Function: Proper noun

Etymology: Perhaps a blend of smack, smash, mosh and smush

Date: ca. 2002

1. Of or pertaining to the activities of Anthony Padilla and/or Ian Hecox (aka Smosh). See also Smosh.com. "Dude, I just saw the most coolest Smosh video on Smosh!"

2. The action of smoshing. To smosh. The act of making, viewing, and/or congregating around content with like-minded individuals. "Honey, I need to talk to you about our son Billy, he's spending all of his time smoshing and I am becoming quite concerned."

3. Really, really, really good. "How is that macaroni and cheese?" "It's smoshing!" Also in the negative: "She is so not smosh."

Anthony Padilla, aka. Tony Padilla, Pat Anthony, And the Knee Puddy-ya, P. Antoine and A-Dizzle

b. 9/16/87 d.

Anthony Padilla is one half the duo known as Smosh. He is sometimes referred to as the taller or more handsome one. By all accounts, Padilla led a normal life until age 12 when a chance meeting with Ian Hecox took him down a dangerous path. Padilla is known for his agility and grace. In spite of his size, his t-shirt size is small. Padilla may be armed and was last seen in Sacramento, California.

Ian Andrew Hecox, aka. H. I. Andrews, Ian Anderson, Ian the Blade and I-Dog.

b. 11/30/87 d.

Ian Hecox is the other half of the duo known as Smosh. He is sometimes referred to as the shorter, smarter, more devious, dangerous and funnier one. Hecox has a genius level IQ which he rarely puts to good use. He is a serous body builder and a runner-up in the '98 Mr. Universe event. Hecox is wildly unpredictable and should not be approached. Though strangely coincidental, Hecox also wears a small t-shirt and was last seen in Carmichael, California in the company of his mother.

now, this is what i call a Smosh-ing time.

i'm too busy loving you.

2010-03-24T07:49:00.000-07:00

listening to : Allison Iraheta - Scars

my obsessions have no cure.

why do good things always have to come to an end?
i learned a lesson in my life.
but I've learned it in a hard way.
i don't know why i used to fall in love,
with the wrong kind.
cute guys are mostly douchebags.
or like what Anthony says,
"douche nozzle".
i hope they manage to buy lots of mirrors.
but they probably crack every 5 seconds.
such dickheads.

you are beautiful.

2010-03-20T10:37:00.000-07:00

listening to : We Are The In Crowd - Never Be What You Want

my mom says I'm sick putting this as my phone's screen saver. WHYYY??!

i've been posted quite a few posts nowadays.
yeah.
better get use of the damn holidays.
flaws.
everybody has that.
but for people like me,
i think that i have zillions of flaws.
i don't like my face.
i think my eyes are small.
i'm short.
i have no brains.
i'm fat.
i'm not active.
i lack of self-confidence.
i love to be alone.i hate my hair.
as i getting older, and wiser?
those flaws make me feel better as just being me.
embrace your flaws.
cause there is nobody like you in this world.
love you.

celebrate your flaws. you deserve it.

revenge is a bitch.

2010-03-17T12:51:00.000-07:00

listening to : Forever The Sickest Kids - She Likes (Bittersweet Love)

We may be weird. but at least we are not fake.

Alice in Wonderland was awesome.
it's freaking 4.15 in the morning.
and i'm writing this shit.
blame it on the medications that didn't even work.
my immune system is so weak.
no, my lymphocytes ain't working.
gosh, how i love Bio.

i'm having a crisis.or rather said, identity crisis?
ok, watv.
"WHAT TO STUDY AFTER FORM 5???"
i'm not alone.
everybody is facing the problem. so, i guess i'm normal.
planning to look up for Events Management.
but mom's putting hope on Pharmacy.
no, my mom is def not one of THOSE parents.
i do like chemistry and bio.
but Pharmacy is quite a boring job, aren't them?
well,
i still have 12 months to decide.

a glimpse into your future can really gets scary.

my heart is my best friend.

2010-03-13T19:22:00.000-08:00

listening to : The Morning Of - Shine

i don't get it.
what's up with me and guys with "emo, hip" hair?
there's just something which i can't explain.jealousy??
told you i'm a dude.

Adam "the hippest hair" Lambert

Ryan "used to have that hair" Ross
Pete "where are you now?" Wentz

Chace "shaggy hair" Crawford

Anthony "the latest squeeze" Padilla

a random guy i found on the Net. i do not own this picture.

so,
which one is your fave??

what a reality.

2010-03-12T00:30:00.000-08:00

listening to : We Are The In Crowd - For The Win

let it shine where it belongs.

so, the verdict is out apparently.
people do read my blog.
yeah, 3 of them.
i got this urge to blog. right after exams.
mind you, i studied very hard.
very, very hard.
and it will never come out as what you expects.
let's take Sejarah as an example.

before exam: memorized faktor-faktor kemunculan and pemangkin nationalisme like crazy.
hoping : not those boring peristiwa penentangan.

question for essay: Jelaskan peristiwa-peristiwa penentangan Dato' Maharaja Lela dan Haji Abdul Rahman Limbong.

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

i did tumblr.
follow me there too.
www.electricsmackerx.tumblr.com
it's going to be wild there.

i feel your energy

2010-03-05T04:52:00.000-08:00

listening to : All Time Low - Painting Flowers

fuck people that owns iPhone. yeah, cause i'm that jealous. yes, even you, Anthony.

i have to admit.
i do think that nobody reads my blog.
as always, nobody cares.
i placed a bet with this Specimen A, to see if you guys do exist.
deep down my heart, i still slightly believe that there ARE people reading this craps.
please.
don't make me beg you guys.
but hell yeah, i'm on my knees!
hah.
do LEAVE ME A COMMENT on this post,
so i know that i'm not being self-indulgence all this while.
thanks guys.
God bless you all, bitches.

cleverbot is my new boyfriend.

2010-03-05T00:45:00.000-08:00

why am i so lonely?

Because you eat too much.

i'm fat.

That's included also.

Fuck My Life

2010-03-01T01:28:00.000-08:00

remind me again

why everyday has to have its own FML moment?
even Sunday??

28/02/2010
so stoked to finally made up my mind to buy Smosh's awesome shirt.
psyched-o-meter : 60%

second option : baby blue t-shirt. first option sold out. life moves on.
psyche-o-meter : 70%

maybe baby blue is still my colour. drooled over Anthony's picture for awhile. decided to choose M eventhough i can fit in S, mind you.
and why the hell lady's shirt costs 13 bucks??
psyched-o-meter : 99%

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!
scream-o-factor : beyond infinity

fuck my life.

commonly confused

2010-02-26T03:42:00.000-08:00

listening to : My American Heart - Tired and Uninspired

this is not going to be another depressing post.

this post is so special,
that you never thought you were in my blog.
now,
i want to introduce myself much deeper.
yes, much, much deeper.
presenting...
SuPing Yam's "current" awards. *drum rolls*

current ringtone : All Time Low's Weightless
worthy mentioned runner-up : Smosh's "SHUTUP" intro.

current message tone: Adam Lambert's Whataya Want From Me
no runner-up. who can resist the sound of the guitar??

current boyfriend : Anthony Padilla
current husband : Adam Lambert (like duhhh)
note: there is totally a difference between "boyfriend" and "husband".

current "why are you even born??!!"

JUSTIN BIEBER

do you expect me to google his picture? hell nooo!
worthy mentioned runner-up : Miley Cyrus

current "you are bloody genius" : Adam Young a.k.a Owl City
worthy mentioned runner-ups: Lady GaGa and Shane Dawson

current most energetic and loud specimen : Ian Hecoxworthy mentioned runner-up : Tiger Woods

current "get me out of YouTube! Please, I beg you!" : Smosh
worthy mentioned runner-up : Shane Dawson

you were fake. i was great. nothing personal.

2010-02-24T02:17:00.000-08:00

listening to : All Time Low - Stella

how's life, humans?
still survive?
good.
i blame it on Smosh.
now I can't get Pokemon's theme song out of my head.
reminiscing good old times.
i used to be soooo crazy over Pokemon and Digimon.
nope, not Barbie or Hello Kitty.
i'm that tomboy-ish.

add maths on my chair now.
i'm not even looking at it.
life is so excited.
yeah, right.
shits happen everyday.
please leave this web if you think i'm being too emo.
i'm just being self-indulgence.
Justin Bieber is unbelievable.
annoying like Fred.
but maybe Fred is better cause i do watch him sometimes.

off to add maths now, bitches.
hey,
it ain't an insult if that's the fact.

who says Add Maths is normal?

i promised that I'd never sing of love if it does not exist

2010-02-17T08:51:00.000-08:00

Anthony and Ian gets intimate with Jacob Black.

i have a new addiction.
no, it's not Adam Lambert.
again.
i'm a sucker for cute guys.
no, not pretty guys.
there's a difference there.
2 guys with the name Smosh.
actors on YouTube.
Anthony Padilla and Ian Hecox.
funny guys + good looking.
ANTHONY PADILLA.
sweet.

yes, yes, I do.

take a good look at my face

2010-02-11T00:28:00.000-08:00

listening to : Brendon Urie - Don't Stop Believin' (Journey's cover)

i can't wait for holidays.
new clothes.
new shoes.
what a guilty pleasure.
grey is like my current favourite colour now.
weird.
but nothing can beat blue and orange.
and black. period.
yes, i do like colours, thank you very much.
today masa Sivik.
perancangan membina keluarga.
what the fudge?
i barely think about college, why should i think about family?
ciri-ciri lelaki idaman.
it sounds so wrong. how was i to know that the actual title is ciri-ciri pasangan hidup?
so embarrassing.
no, i shouldn't wrote 'musician'.
people thinks i'm a freak.
the atmosphere in the class was so .........
fill in the blank.
mine was just a waste of time.
i don't even know if The One exist.
but The Crush sure is an excitement everyday.

watching New Moon parodies on YouTube.
the best so far will be from smosh.
do check out.

by leaving now will be a good idea.

2010-02-08T01:05:00.001-08:00

listening to : Lady GaGa - Monster

i feel like shit.
desperate.
yeah, i'll take all those responsibilities.
you're a pain the the ass.
now.
just leave me alone.

i like you

2010-02-03T01:15:00.000-08:00

listening to : Uncle Kracker - Smile

if eyes could speak.
then it will says everything.
how amazing.
i hope everybody is happy.
loving Lady GaGa's 'Monster'.
so gaga.
life is so weird nowadays.
i feel lonely.
i blame it on hormones.
no, i'm not an optimist.
but i'm not a pessimist either.
i'm like one of those ghosts,
traveling endlessly.

this is life.
pain is just a simple compromise.
just where the lines overlap.
i'm not used to it.
but i can learn.

happiness is your middle name.
i should just give you a middle finger.
i miss Wawasan.
no one is as lucky as us.
learning guitar with my dear Debbie this Friday.
hope it will eventually work out.
i love you bitches.

we tend to make each other blush.

2010-01-30T08:22:00.000-08:00

listening to : Owl City - The Saltwater Room

this song is so sweet.
do listen to it.
homeworks are waiting for me.
i don't care.
i'll get screwed anyway.
school is killing me everyday.
literally.
need someone to teach me to play guitar.
"guitar sudah jadi usang letak kat rumah."
crap.
i need to brush up my BM.

you are not the first,
not the last,
but possibly the prettiest

cause i am real

2010-01-27T00:25:00.000-08:00

listening to : Caitlin Crosby - Imperfect is the New Perfect

i don't even know what day it is anymore.
somebody save me.
currently sick.
and it's not even March yet?
why is January so long?
but then,
sometimes i do wish time can freeze.
so i can enjoy my last year in school.
fuck.
last year.
gonna be emo for a few moments now.
.
2010.
this will be the last year i feel the first day of school.

staring at the blue sky.
oh darling i wish you were here.
medication's power.
off now.

maybe it's not my weekeed, but it's going to be my year

2009-12-31T01:58:00.000-08:00

listening to : We The Kings - Heaven Can Wait

you gonna need shades for 2010. cause my future's gonna be bright.

what a year.
such bittersweet moments.
2009, thank you so much for your opportunities.
in 2010, i hope to have the same.
ok, honestly i pray to have the same.

to stick to myself no matter what.
i'm a sucker for being myself sometimes. so, 2010, so what if people say I'm emo? Being emo means you have feelings. learn to be true to yourself. you ain't got nothing to lose. and remember, a bitch don't give a shit.

study my butts off.
SPM. enough said.

the Net is not going to run away!
Facebook, Twitter, YouTube, blog (unfortunately for you guys) can wait. yeah, and that includes Adam (nooooooo!!!).

buy a camera.
so i can start a YouTube channel. and of course, cam-slutting more. again.

money, money, money.
save up, bitch. you need it for rainy days. of course, i need those $$$ for the new camera. and clothes. and shoes. and CDs. and..... ok, sorry. just distracted. EVERY PENNY COUNTS! *stick to this*.

spend more time with family and friends.
i'll probably spend more time with my books but family and friends are very important too. screw those books one awhile. love always overcomes books.

those fats must be gone by now.
holidays are such pleasures for extra foods. i've gained more than enough.

charities are divine.
think of those people less fortunate than me. ok, maybe sometimes i do think i'm always the unfortunate one but there are more people that needs love, foods and protection. start working now, angels!

but most importantly,

eat, live, laugh and be merry!!!!

i'm going to love you 2010,
i just need you to love me back!

thanks for the memories, 2009,
i do owed you.

his beauty was too much too bear.

2009-12-27T09:56:00.000-08:00

listening to : All Time Low - Damned If I Do Ya

have you ever have those days?
when you're around your friends,
but
you still feel alone?
i really fucking hate those days.
it seems like everybody is so happy
and you're stuck giving fake smiles.
i just wish
everybody sees the world
the way i did.

i asked my mom,
why was i born so ugly?
she gave me this look,
and said,
"because your dad is ugly".
hah.
love you mom!

just curious.
what it feels like being a boy?
i swear to God
sometimes i wish i have a penis instead.
but guys do gross stuff.
like master-bathing.
ewww.
then i can kiss Adam.

i read people's blog
and i wish i can be as creative,
as some of them.
twitter makes me a whore.
i still don't get it why people hate Adam.
so what if you hate him?
it won't make you prettier.
some people are just so brainless.
if you hate somebody, why waste your time talking about them?
like me, i hate Miley Cyrus.
but i don't go around
telling people what a slut she is.

get a life, suckers.
love will always outshine hate.

Happy 21st Rocking Birthday, Hayley Nicholl Williams.

close your eyes, sometimes it helps.

2009-12-24T04:03:00.000-08:00

listening to : OneRepublic - All The Right Moves

credit to: Alex Evans

NOOOOOOOO!!!!
I'M NOT READY!
TO FACE NEXT YEAR!
WHY!!!!!
BLOODY SPM!
FIRST (BRAND NEW) CLASS!!!
WHAT THE FUCK!
goodbye, Melvin, Tasha and Taqie!!

strawberries with whipped cream.

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

2009-12-19T01:19:00.000-08:00

listening to : Devon Werkheiser - If Eyes Could Speak

there's this one thing I share in common with Bella Swan.
well, other than having a thing for vampire and werewolf.
we take a long time to recover after partying.
yes, how sad.
GO GREEN 09 PARTY.
it's a pandemonium on the dance floor!
kudos to Tasha and Ariff.
and the entire crew.

came back home and slept around 2.
woke up around 8.
what the heck, you say?
i can't believe it either.
i thought i could sleep till 3.
whatever.
online for 4 hours.
eat for 30 minutes.
continue sleeping...for 5 hours.
results?
i sprang my neck due to extreme headbanging.
my ankle hurts cause jumping too much.
somebody step my little toe
cause i left barefoot when dancing Bad Romance.

but i don't care.
cause the party was AWESOME SHIT!!

Just because you can't see the wound
doesn't mean it isn't hurting.

It's pandemonium on the floor

2009-12-15T22:50:00.000-08:00

listening to : The Bird and the Worm - Owl City

so i was reading through this fan site of TayTay.
do check it out.
it's awesome.
he hosted Saturday Night Live.
which is this awesome shit show where celebs make fun of themselves.
guess somebody should start asking Tiger Woods now.

so he acted in a few skits
my fave?
the Team Edward VS. Team Jacob skit.
i laughed all the way
and i fell of my chair.
like, literally.
for serious.
ok, maybe i'm just too carried away.

well the choir skit was hilarious too.
he played Mikash, a student with weird accent.

Teacher : Mikash, are you gay?
Mikash: Yes.
Teacher : Mikash, do you think gay means happy?
Mikash: Yes.
Teacher : So youre happy?
Mikash: No.
Teacher : But why did you just say yes?
Mikash : Because I got nervous.

it's just so suckish that YouTube removing all those skits.
copyrighted.
ass-holes.

something still exists,
as long as there's someone around to remember it.

The reflection in the mirror is her only friend

2009-12-11T21:08:00.000-08:00

listening to : Soaked - Adam Lambert

FATE.
what a stupid thing.
i learnt my lesson.
if you don't have fate with somebody,
no matter how hard you push it,
you will end up on the ground,
alone.

currently obsess with Adam Lambert.
ok.
as if the whole world don't know.
peace out.
drop knowledge, not bombs.

TOMMMMYYYY! <3 (the guitarist)

they seemed so fake,
sometimes i thought if i poke them with a sharp pencil,
they'd burst like balloon.

My ass is awesome so smile when you're kissing it

2009-12-06T21:44:00.001-08:00

listening to : Adam Lambert - Aftermath and Sure Fire Winners.

latest squeeze : Bronson Pelletier. My Jared.

i fucking hate my life. FML. my sister said my life is pathetic because i don't have a boyfriend. WHAT THE FUCK, FUCK, FUCK!(echoes)
but then again, i can't blame her.
she's a brainless, stupid little cow-brain.
and i don't care.
cause a bitch don't give a shit.
*smiley face.

probably you will go,
Bronson who?
he's Jared.
one of the wolf pack.
he's sizzling adorable.
the entire wolf pack is super cute.
werewolves over vampires, Pete?
welcome to the 21st century, darling.

you and me could write a bad romance.
Je veux ton amour, Et je veux ton revenge.
i don't even speak French.
yay. Lady GaGa.
i love Owl City.
Vanilla Twilight.
the best love song ever.
for a girl like me only, though.

i can't stop Google-ing TayTay.
so weird.
life moves on.

i'm an open book.
come and take a look.

love means you can never be apart.

2009-12-02T22:59:00.000-08:00

listening to : Cobra Starship - You’re Not In On The Joke

"i'm not sure."
"well, i have to see first."
"i don't know. have to check with my folks."
......
i rather hang out with lamp posts then these fellas.
sad.
even lamp posts have more personalities.

New Moon.
at last, i watched it.
it was ok. especially when TayTay made a scene.
by ripping of his clothes.
huuu, such pleasure.
i was shocked.
and i have to say RobRob is kinda like a statue actor.
hmmmm.
he was robotic. not the Edward Cullen i had in mind.
no, i didn't watch Twilight before.
so, yeah.
call me a bimbo. i'll accept it.
i just watched it before New Moon.
take that, RobRob.
u seriously need to shave.
or have you lost your razor?

party.
not really the "life" of a party,
but i love party.
no, i'm not the nerd that you thought i am.
i leave that to Einstein wanna-bes.
eww.
i love you, TayTay!

just because i choose not to dive,
doesn't mean i don't know how to swim.

if my dreams get real bizzarre

2009-11-25T23:27:00.000-08:00

listening to: Owl City's Fireflies

Embrace yourself.

This post will be so random,

You wish you were never born.

My guyfriends do ask me this stupid question.

“Why are chicks so over the Taylor Lautner?”

I asked them what do they think.

“Just because he’s showing off his 6-packs.”

“Those things are just painted on.”

“SHOW-OFF”.

Guys can be so dumb and self-indulgence these days.

Come on.

Take a look at Megan Fox.

Hot?

Yeah, a lot of dudes will die for her.

Apparently, she’s THE GUILTY PLEASURE for dudes.

Same goes to us girls.

We got Taylor Lautner, just like what the guys claimed.

Enough said.

Guys, just because your tummy is as big as a 2-months-pregnant woman,

You can’t blame the werewolf.

Adam Lambert, what an attention-seeker.

To the media:

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

Yes.

Adam, still love you.

Oh btw, that guy you kissed is cute.

Number, dear?

I’m a Chinese who don’t really know how to speak Mandarin.

And I don’t give a fuck.

Whenever I speak,

People will go,

“Gosh, you can speak Mandarin?”

“You sounded funny when you speak Mandarin.”

“You are a Chinese, and you don’t know Chinese??”

Well, move your asses, motherfuckers.

At least, I tried.

And my English and BM are totally way better than yours.

I can’t believe.

I’m about to be in Form Five.

Next year.

Nightmare.

Resigned as prefect.

Goodbye, blue shirts and black shoes.

I’m going to miss you.

so, what's the quote to this post?

"Piss people off ,

before people pisses you off"

we are not getting any younger

2009-11-12T22:56:00.000-08:00

Listening to: Paramore's Feeling Sorry

i'll be your biggest fan i'll follow you until you love me. and i mean it.

weird.
my eyes hurt.
what drug She gave to You?
i hope you can find the cure.
i am so dumb.
nobody can smartens me up.

i'm so tired of living.
i wish i could just explode.
so tired.
very tired.
dose off.
and kiss you guys goodbye.

trying to unfollow Gabe Saporta on twitter.
fuck it.
where's the unfollow icon?
so regret following him.
at last, found the fucking button.
byebye, Gaby. you polluted my tweet home.

Gossip Whore.
planning to add some new characters.
i just can't think of the names yet.
help me out, yes?

my connection is a BS.
my dad's the man of BS.
you can just called your mom a whore?
so bloody rude.
and a porn star.
Shane, i know you are joking but it's too much.
Adam, i love you. and no one else.

i just want it to be official.
that you belong to me,
and no one else.

it has to be so lonely, to be the only one who's holy

2009-11-10T00:47:00.000-08:00

listening to : Adam Lambert's For Your Entertainment

exams are
fuckin over!!

and no, my blog is not dead.

i cannot believe this.
2009 is nearly coming to an end.
gosh.
where has all the time flies?
i hope to infinity.

no updates so far.
hoping to have my own channel on YouTube one day.
hah.
Shane Dawson's my man.
and Shanaynay's my home gurl.

introducing...Gossip Whore

2009-10-06T05:56:00.000-07:00

listening to : Paramore - Use Somebody cover

so, watching Gossip Girl for 2 seasons now had made me thinking.
can life be sooo dramatic??
and can a bitch that called herself 'Gossip Girl' still be alive after all those chaos she caused?
my friends are really whore-ish too when it comes to gossips.
these are the characters in the new high-anticipated TV series, "Gossip Whore".

we are soooooo hot than the casts of GG.

"Gossip Whore" (Joey Yam Su Ping)
Just like Gossip Girl, which is her rival, GW is beyond busy-body. Using Twitter (which is so hot right now!), she dishes EVERYONE that exist on this planet. Who can hide things from GW? More than 20 000 followers on Twitter, you sometimes wish you were dead (which btw, she still can gossips about your casket, whether it's fab or trashy). XOXO, you know you hate her.

Stupidity Van Der Prada (Chen Winnie)
Preferred to be called S, she's the hottest girl in Krap-Filled High School for Girls. Girls wanna be like her. Guys wanna sleep with her. Armed with designer bags, clothes and (gasp!) boyfriends, she is the next Paris Hilton. Fails Maths all the time, she is always the target of GW. Has a secret crush on a low-class dude, she always wishes she was somebody else. Girl, who doesn't??

Blah Waldwolf (Natasha Tan Yiing Chen)
Best friend to Stupidity. But deep down inside, she loathes S. Try to pull her best friend down all the time and changes boyfriends faster than you can say "MORON". A total spoil brat, she is always insecure when the spotlight wasnt on her. Has a secret access to GW's twitter account but nobody knows it. Love Christian Siriano and Perez Hilton. Virgin?? Ask yourself.

Nut Archiball (Melvinder Singh)
Self-indulgence dude with a nice hair. An heir to his multi-billion father's ais kacang company, all the girls in Krap-Filled High School for Girls drool over him, but mostly because of his hairy legs. Dating Blah but secretly wanting Stupidity. Most of the time, he's a nice dude but was just born in a wrong family. Trying really really hard to be the next ambassador of UN. Next Angelina Jolie, perhaps??

Chucky Breast (Ariff Hilmy)
Who doesnt want a piece of Chucky Breast? Childhood best friend to Nut Archiball, apparently this playboy loves baking. Has a thing on Blah, he always wanted to live in the Playboy Mansion. The golden boy in the family?? Think again. Life is always greener on the other side, darling Chucky.

Danny Handfree (Vishnu Avindran)
Wrong dude with a wrong purpose to live. Stuck at the Upper East Side with no fashion taste, it's like a cat with a bunch of jaguars. Currently dating Stupidity, who would have thought that Danny is still an outcast in Dick-Filled High School for Boys? Always wanted to live in Antartica, this dude is a serious believer in happy-endings. But is there any happy endings in this world? Poor guy.

Jennifer Handfree (Kwan Wei Wong)
Little sister to Danny, this desperate girl is willing to do ANYTHING to be notice. Worships S and B, she loves to be desperate. Someday, this desperate girl will somehow be the next Donna Karan?? We will keep our fingers cross really tightly for you, little Jen. But if you fail, there's always a spot for you if they decided to have 'Desperate Schoolies".

note to my friends:
All those desciptions have nothing to do with you guys.
it's just the character you're playing,
if 1 day i have budget to make this film.
wait for it, bitches.

frankly i don't know and i don't give a shit

2009-10-03T01:47:00.000-07:00

i've been listening to brand new eyes 24/7.
trying to get used to it.
it's amazing to see and hear them again.
1 album down, another 1 to go.
so,
studying biology.
photosynthesis is weird.
imagining Adam if he's not gay.
world will be so much brighter.
exams in 3 more weeks.
i'm still in a hangover mood.
i'm useless.
there's nothing to be done there.
waiting patiently for Adam's song for the movie, 2012.
"Time for Miracles"
worshiping Hayley Williams.
i bet that girl still can sing even in the casket.
plus headbanging.
Adam Lambert’s debut album is #1 under Bestsellers in Music on Amazon.com
very proud, indeed.
beating out albums by Madonna, the Beatles, and Barbara Streisand.
and it's not even release yet!
fuck.
people are crazy.

kwan wei said my posts sounded so weird.
hey, that's me.

she likes the boys in the band, she knows when they coming town

2009-09-28T03:19:00.000-07:00

i don't know how i ended up here.

so,
i found this awesome shit just now.
take a look at this picture.

not only the editing is so coooool.
take a look at Adam.
nothing special you say?

he looks like freakin
Pete Wentz!!!

nope, that's Adam Lambert.

even the day must gives way to the night

2009-09-25T20:35:00.000-07:00

obsessing : A Change Is Gonna Come - Adam Lambert

credits to : Alex Evans

inspirations.
i seriously need them right now.
been outta earth lately.
twittering like mad. but have no idea who i tweeted with.
You lift me up, you leave me down.
nice quote there.
try to listen to tat song i'm currently obsess with.
such an emotional song.
monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday and friday.
but what about saturday and sunday?
anyone heard of Alex Evans?
that guy is a genius.
anyone's with me for New Moon?
you must think twice before considering sitting beside me.
better yet, think more than twice.
everybody is talking about my funeral.
please. do not come.
i cant bear to see you guys crying.
just accept the fate.
"because i can."

"everybody but me".
"everything is still a blur."
"i'm drunk up on your potion."

yes, life is weird, Bella.
face it.
ready for twilight shoot??

handcuffs and alibis

2009-09-23T00:03:00.000-07:00

listening to : All Time Low - Toxic Valentine

gosh.
how i wish i have my OWN computer.
irritating sisters.
came back from Penang yesterday.
that place was friggin shit!
thanks to my Facebook.
slow uploader.
fuck.

so, everybody always wanted things they can't have.
me?
all the time.
You better come and prove me wrong.
the grass always looks greener on the other side.
humans.
winnie,
when life gives you lemon, you paint that shit gold.
hah.
i love collecting dumb pictures.
yeah. i guess i shud study 'pictures for dummies' for college.

hungry for more Jacob Black

"Twilight it's not an obsession,
it's my alternate reality".

Well you built up a world of magic because your real life is tragic

2009-09-18T03:27:00.000-07:00

listening to : Brick by Boring Brick - Paramore

it's been raining all day.
i love rain.
well, most of the time.

so
another crazy idea of mine.
Twilight shoot?
i'm gonna make sure it will happen this time
nobody can be Edward Cullen.
hmmmm.
nobody yet, i guess.
maybe Edward can be invisible in every shot.
hah.
get a life, girl.
going to be Alice. that bubbly Cullen.
i'm not bubbly, Vishnu a.k.a Emmett. you look big though. hah.
Jasper for little Syed?? not a bad idea...
Melvin's been begging for Jacob's place. i cant let him down. he's a dog.
Tasha for Bella Swan. no fuss on that.
Edward?
Edward?
Edward?

i can just call adamadam to be Edward.

yes.
trying to make a joke.

change was coming.
i could feel it.
it wasnt a pleasant prospect.
not when life was perfect the way it was.

knock once for the father, twice for the son, three times for the holy ghost

2009-09-15T02:25:00.000-07:00

i guess i wont be blogging for quite awhile now
friggin exams.
heard that next year will be an extra science stream class.
fuck.
must study like a hurricane.

i cried whenever things do not get in my ways.
i cried reading Twilight Saga especially New Moon.
i cried when i'm broke.
i cried when Panic! at the Disco broke up.
i cried when there was a bloody rumor Paramore's going to break up too.
i cried when i get bad results.
i cried when Adam comfirmed he's gay.
i cried when Ryan cut his hair.
i cried when my friends fight.
i cried when i cant get that CD i wanted for so long.
i cried when Hayley confessed she used to date Josh.
i cried when i cant sleep at night.
i cried when i'm running our of clothes to wear.
i cried when He said 'I Love You'.
yes, i am that emo, son of a bitch.

Kris Allen.
he's cute, isnt he?
twitter party with him is pretty cool.

riaALBA: who's more clever, you or Anoop?
KrisAllen4Real: Me by a mile.

unntouchedd: would you ever wanna ride on an ostritch.
KrisAllen4Real: Done it. Won't do it again.

october_cmu: Who has better style you or Adam?
KrisAllen4Real : Pretty obvious right...........me.

brendon_k: Are you real?
KrisAllen4Real: Nope.

GloriaGloria: Worst nightmare you ever had?
KrisAllen4Real: Winnie the pooh chasing me with an axe.

Clamanity: I HAVE TO PEE.
KrisAllen4Real: Good to know.

matching shirts

You’re automatic and your hearts like an engine

2009-09-09T02:18:00.000-07:00

listening to: Tokio Hotel - Automatic

hey there humans.
hows life?
good? good.
sucks? owh, get use to it.
whats the point of wearing eyeliner if its not dark?
stupid girls.
9/9/09
i din even realized it today.
it's a normal frigging day as usual.
school started as boring as bricks.
add maths = we like to make the teacher confuse!!
sejarah = zzzzzzzzzz
bm = tak siap karangan lagi!
bi = sweet teacher. the necklase's great!
physics = superb teacher. but pity her.
have to handle a class like ours.

after school stayed back for sivik thingie.
very sleepy.
very hungry.
very horny. sorry, it's not me.

*while listening to David Cook's 'I Dont Wanna Miss a Thing
Arep : Oh, it's David Cock!
Me: No, sucker. it's David COOK!
Arep and Ali: *laugh pervert-ly
Syed: *points to his bottom
Arep : OOHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! *laugh harder
Me : *confused. Whatttt?????
Arep : *whispered something to Ali. Ali laughed like nobody's business.
Me : *irritated. WHATTTTT??!
Arep : *whispered in my ear...syed cock is david.
Me: HUH??!
Arep : SYED'S COCK NAME IS DAVID!!

that's really great to know...

Team Jacob?

Team Edward?

you wont mind if you share them with me, right, Bella?!